Spring Break, come and gone
March 16th, 2010 | filed under: Personal, photo, video project | tags: spring break, video | Here I am again, back at school. This time, I’m less motivated than ever. I have a couple websites that I need to make, an art project I need to work on, some homework that’s due in an hour, but right now it’s just so hard for me to do school work. College is great. School, not so much.Spring break was awesome. I really love our group. It was fairly diverse, and I got to grow closer to some people that I didn’t know very well before. It’s kinda neat how being with a small group of people for a week makes them feel a bit like family. It still is good to be back though, I just need to get back on track. :)
I’ll have a couple posts about my spring break, but for now–just some more pictures (and a couple videos).
I was experimenting with video a bit the trip. Focusing is kinda weird on a DSLR, and the shallow depth of field can work for you or against you. I don’t really mind most of the previous video being out of focus. I just call it art. :P Also, my brother is pretty crazy. I’ve been realizing that more and more lately.
~ Jon
Oh memories
March 5th, 2010 | filed under: Personal | tags: nostalgia, old, xanga | I’ve been looking through my old xanga site for the past 20ish minutes, and have been feeling a bit nostalgic. Those days were so great. Everything was pure and less complicated.It doesn’t seem like this, just since I’ve had many breaks from blogging, but I started that xanga (link–darkshadowfor, doesn’t work at harding) in the beginning of 2005. Since then I have been quite the photo-taking, web designing nerd. I have been taking lots of pictures, and have been growing in life, slowly but surely. I always laugh at some of the stuff I did back then, how I was even more naive then than I am now, how I said ridiculous things sometimes (quite often, even) without having a clue, and so on. Some things have changed in my life, but a lot has stayed the same.
This is what one of the walls in my room back home used to look like. I like this picture especially because it indicates how my life has changed so much in terms of relationships. Most of these people I never see or keep in contact with anymore. Life just moved on, and I didn’t take the time to bring them with me.
Nostalgia is some weird stuff. I plan on bringing back some of those old pictures and talking about what I miss about those days on xanga in later entries, but for now, I’ll just leave you with this video. It means a lot to me, but probably won’t mean much to you.
- Abe (my cousin), me, and some others on a roadtrip to the beach. I probably just remember the good–but this to me brings back the purity, the joy, the simplicity, and the newness of life. That was probably one of the first times I heard Stacy’s Mom, and I remember liking it back then… ;-)
~ Jon
P.S. I’m leaving for Indiana tomorrow on a mission trip, so won’t be updating the blog for a week. Don’t freak out too much. :) If you’re looking for something to do–check out this awesome sermon: The Outrageous Love of God, which I’ll probably write about later. It’s great.
Self portraits, yay or nay?
March 4th, 2010 | filed under: Personal, photo | tags: photography, self portrait, thoughts | I’ve always had a little bit of reservation and discomfort about self-portraits. It’s probably something I have to put aside in the name of photography, but it’s just something that I’m never 100% comfortable about. It’s kinda like my fear of “street photography” aka taking people’s pictures without their consent. I feel completely comfortable doing it in a sly manner, but it’s hard for me to just straight up take pictures of people close up.Another thing that makes me a little nervous is setting up lights and everything in public for a photo shoot. This is something I know I just have to get over, and it won’t really stop me, but it still makes me nervous.
A few influences that have encouraged me to just be a fool in the name of photography (per se), and just forget all this emotional nonesense are the very popular photographers Aaron Nace (some pics), who started off mainly doing self portraits before landing some jobs, and Dustin Diaz, who took a picture a day for a year (aka 365 project), with a good portion of those pictures being self-portraits.
I don’t really have a problem with self portraits, I’ll never have a majority of my pictures be self portraits, and I don’t plan on removing self portraits from my photo arsenal, it will always be somewhere in between. Exactly where, I don’t know, but I don’t plan on caring about it very much. I do, however, hope to give up on over analyzing everything and just going to work. ;-)
~ Jon
Music, songs and some favorites
March 3rd, 2010 | filed under: Personal | tags: favorites, music | I’ve been scavenging for songs to download, and then got sidetracked all over the place–Before I get into that, here is a quote that I found / like, that happens to do with nothing else in this post.

found via: Bethany Kay
Edit: Once upon a time (yesterday), there was this deal where you could get 60 free songs from napster. This deal became known to the likes of slickdeals.net (a deal site), and the hoards and masses began to sign up and download like crazy. The napster staff soon caught on and ended the deal. Sadly I didn’t move very fast, and only got 3 songs. Oh well.
Here are some of my favorite bands / current favorite songs: (click to listen)
- Flame (christian rap) - See More Him. I also made a picture centered around this song about two years ago here. I forgot that I had this blog for almost two years…hmm.
- Lecrae (christian rap–has been pretty influential to me, this song especially) – Praying for You. This song is super powerful.
- Fernando Ortega (christian adult contemporary) - Give Me Jesus. There are many other great songs that he does, but I like this one especially.
- Sufjan Stevens (adult contemporary) has a sad song that I like - Sister - also Chicago is a classic, along with Lord God Bird (mentions Arkansas…whee) and Concerning the UFO Landing… (which I know I’ve probably listened to like 50 times in a row before, still like it too).
Those are the songs that are on the top of my head now. I listen to a lot of music, and some of my other favorites are Tree 63, Leeland, Seven Places, LaRue, Glassbyrd, Switchfoot, Chris Rice, Chris Tomlin, Copeland, Owl City, Jars of Clay, Justin Unger(!), Newsboys, dc Talk, Nickel Creek, oh and Christian Yoder ;), all in no particular order, plus many many others.
These are some of my favorites, what are some of yours?
~ Jon















